11/03/2010


As usually,i went to skul and 7.15am i carried out my duty as a prefect....suddenly a teacher told me that 2day major of the teacher will have a meeting around 1 hour after recess...the teacher asked me to arrange the prefect to carry out their duty when the teacher go for the meeting..fine...i am so busy for tis duty--arrange the prefect and also the AJK to do their work.....


finally,i arranged it...but one of my fren,also a prefect,he say that he dont want to go for that duty at the place because of no reason...but b4 that i think that he is joking but to my shock,after the recess,he didnt go for his duty place...he say that he want there.. actually i treat him as my good fren,so b4 he had any unhappy or unsatisfied about prefect i also listened..but finally i cant b patient...i had offered him to go 4 his duty and he is not suppose to b there...i told him softly time and again b4 i angry,but he didnt have any response on it...finally i scold him ....we r quarrel.........

in our quarrel,he complained many thg but to me,it is more important to carry out his duty rather than complain,and he may complained to me afterwards...y he wants to do at that moment??and we have say out some unhappy thg......and till now,v r silent wif each other...

fren.i dare to say i no wrong,and everytime u say "them" didnt carry out their duty and yet u dont want to b so hardworking...2 me,it is really noe an excuse ....i juz hope that u can do the best on your own and please dont so care about "them",because v r not "them"....tell u seriously,not only me ,but other prefect had complained to me about u but i say is ntg de,plz dont mind...u knw onot,in front of u i wan listen ur complaine,behind of u i want listen other people complain...i am really tired to heard so much and so hard to make the decision...plz thk about me also...i treat you as my best fren,but u??have you treat me as ur good fren???i am nt dare to knw ur answer...if u r not my fren,i can say that u have receive warning letter but i stop it...because i hope i can change ur mind..but u dont listen....

and finally....i felt very unhappy after scold u..do u knw that,i cried...i already l\very very long time didnt cry,when quarrel wif my parents i also didnt cry...but after quarrel wif u i cried...i also dont knw y...and if u really want make the decision that u told me when v quarrelled,juz carry on...i cant force u to do not make the decision...and lastly,if u still treat me as ur gd fren,i no nid u to appologise to me,i juz want u to change little bit..i dont want to fed up on you...please dont let me to do so....friendship is not easily to find,i found it,but hv u???juz go and think about it.....i really dont want to quarrel wif u already....i really realy really TIRED!!!