The days b4 going 4 my furthur study~~(try my best)

I felt sad but happy too when i realised that i need to go for my futhur studies...

That's feeling exactly the same as when i needed to go into kem PLKN...

SAD>>bcoz i need to leave my family,my home,my frenz,and also my hometown for

a long period,i love them so much and i have no choice but to continue my

studies for my future,i promise i will try my BEST!!!

HAPPY>>>bcoz i will learn to bcome more independant,hardworking and dedicated...

i will try my best to communicate with the others in new place...

Actually what worried me is i have no 100% confident of myself on my behaving,i afraid

that i will waste lots of money,i will bcome a bad guy and also i afraid of my studies skill....

I hope all of these will not happen on me,i will try my best to overcome all the obstacle ....

FOR MYSELF................

FOR MY FAMILY.................

FOR MY FRIENDS.............................

JACKY................Gambatel yorrrrrrrrrr^^

Life after SPM

Hi..to all the blogger..

Long time again,i didnt on9..so lazyzzzzz...

so to my great relief was SPM pass...to my great unlucky,i kena National Service><

What can i do to make myself happy??haha?^^

anything, i hope i can enjoy myself there..and also hope my frenz can go for visit me when free,haha...

I will miss you all,haha...who want my botak picture plz let me knw,if i convenience to do so..

haha...

So,till then....keep blogging^^

any comment to gv me b4 i enter National Service??i willing to listen about it^^

Long Time~~

A thousand appologize to all of you.....

What a busy man on the Earth...so fast,need to sit for my trial exam~~

I will try all my best to do it...A+(wait for me)ooooo!!

Thankx for my readers,i will be back when free~~

Anyone can wish me right now??AND

A thousand thank you to all of you.........^^

this year i had quarrelled wif my fren for so many times...more than ever...y??because ur thinking not same??because of ur standard nt same??or ur relation really break out???I dont knw the answer...............????????????

fren,everytime quarrel wif u,u thk i felt happy or wat???y everytime is me quarrel wif u,nt other...u want to knw y???bcoz ur other fren nt dare to say u........but me no,u wrong ,then i say...but finally,i dont thk i had wrong,u aldo dont thk u har wrong...fine....

fren,i reali tired....sometimes u rite,u correct,bt ur thking nt really accept by all ppl although ur answer is act very good...but sometimes u r wrong,but when u wrong,try accept it,i knw nid time,nvm,bt better than u dont accept...plz la...

yes u rite,sometimes u say out de thg no ppl go and hear thoroughly,no ppl go and find out wat had happen,but how,v r nt them...the head is not us,hw can v go and do???and i dare to say everytime i listened to u,then if i thk correct i sure will direct say to head,bt mayb he didnt do any,i also no way...world is unfair...juz do our best and dont over limit...coz sometimes v thk v r correct,bcoz v r thk of whole team advance,bt to the other,such as the head,will they satisfied,they juz say u overpower...fren,try to avoid it..seriusly tell u...many heads unsatist\fied dy...plz b aware...do ur own duty,thats all...

ur management mayb outstanding,bt sometimes it really nt work ...coz nt ppl hv thk such mature or far...so,i ntg to say dy dy....if u still angry about ur quarrel,i ntg 2 say..coz i really no wrong...dont use other ppl acting 4 ur excuse....if u thk i am wrong,juz let me knw...i want to knw reason....till then..........

11/03/2010


As usually,i went to skul and 7.15am i carried out my duty as a prefect....suddenly a teacher told me that 2day major of the teacher will have a meeting around 1 hour after recess...the teacher asked me to arrange the prefect to carry out their duty when the teacher go for the meeting..fine...i am so busy for tis duty--arrange the prefect and also the AJK to do their work.....


finally,i arranged it...but one of my fren,also a prefect,he say that he dont want to go for that duty at the place because of no reason...but b4 that i think that he is joking but to my shock,after the recess,he didnt go for his duty place...he say that he want there.. actually i treat him as my good fren,so b4 he had any unhappy or unsatisfied about prefect i also listened..but finally i cant b patient...i had offered him to go 4 his duty and he is not suppose to b there...i told him softly time and again b4 i angry,but he didnt have any response on it...finally i scold him ....we r quarrel.........

in our quarrel,he complained many thg but to me,it is more important to carry out his duty rather than complain,and he may complained to me afterwards...y he wants to do at that moment??and we have say out some unhappy thg......and till now,v r silent wif each other...

fren.i dare to say i no wrong,and everytime u say "them" didnt carry out their duty and yet u dont want to b so hardworking...2 me,it is really noe an excuse ....i juz hope that u can do the best on your own and please dont so care about "them",because v r not "them"....tell u seriously,not only me ,but other prefect had complained to me about u but i say is ntg de,plz dont mind...u knw onot,in front of u i wan listen ur complaine,behind of u i want listen other people complain...i am really tired to heard so much and so hard to make the decision...plz thk about me also...i treat you as my best fren,but u??have you treat me as ur good fren???i am nt dare to knw ur answer...if u r not my fren,i can say that u have receive warning letter but i stop it...because i hope i can change ur mind..but u dont listen....

and finally....i felt very unhappy after scold u..do u knw that,i cried...i already l\very very long time didnt cry,when quarrel wif my parents i also didnt cry...but after quarrel wif u i cried...i also dont knw y...and if u really want make the decision that u told me when v quarrelled,juz carry on...i cant force u to do not make the decision...and lastly,if u still treat me as ur gd fren,i no nid u to appologise to me,i juz want u to change little bit..i dont want to fed up on you...please dont let me to do so....friendship is not easily to find,i found it,but hv u???juz go and think about it.....i really dont want to quarrel wif u already....i really realy really TIRED!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Haha...chinese new year dy...wish all of my friends happy chinese new year o.......and also an important day.. haha....enjoy ur holidays yor............^^

calmly

if u say u r correct then u correct la...i cant force u to stop it..
sometimes plz dont thk that everyone is perfect ppl,they hv their prob and corn ...
so if u thk sellfish is real,and un4gif ,plz do so...coz nobody will say anything to u........and finally,behave and look urself b4 hurt someone,bcoz u dont knw the feeling..........