Life after SPM

Hi..to all the blogger..

Long time again,i didnt on9..so lazyzzzzz...

so to my great relief was SPM pass...to my great unlucky,i kena National Service><

What can i do to make myself happy??haha?^^

anything, i hope i can enjoy myself there..and also hope my frenz can go for visit me when free,haha...

I will miss you all,haha...who want my botak picture plz let me knw,if i convenience to do so..

haha...

So,till then....keep blogging^^

any comment to gv me b4 i enter National Service??i willing to listen about it^^

Long Time~~

A thousand appologize to all of you.....

What a busy man on the Earth...so fast,need to sit for my trial exam~~

I will try all my best to do it...A+(wait for me)ooooo!!

Thankx for my readers,i will be back when free~~

Anyone can wish me right now??AND

A thousand thank you to all of you.........^^

this year i had quarrelled wif my fren for so many times...more than ever...y??because ur thinking not same??because of ur standard nt same??or ur relation really break out???I dont knw the answer...............????????????

fren,everytime quarrel wif u,u thk i felt happy or wat???y everytime is me quarrel wif u,nt other...u want to knw y???bcoz ur other fren nt dare to say u........but me no,u wrong ,then i say...but finally,i dont thk i had wrong,u aldo dont thk u har wrong...fine....

fren,i reali tired....sometimes u rite,u correct,bt ur thking nt really accept by all ppl although ur answer is act very good...but sometimes u r wrong,but when u wrong,try accept it,i knw nid time,nvm,bt better than u dont accept...plz la...

yes u rite,sometimes u say out de thg no ppl go and hear thoroughly,no ppl go and find out wat had happen,but how,v r nt them...the head is not us,hw can v go and do???and i dare to say everytime i listened to u,then if i thk correct i sure will direct say to head,bt mayb he didnt do any,i also no way...world is unfair...juz do our best and dont over limit...coz sometimes v thk v r correct,bcoz v r thk of whole team advance,bt to the other,such as the head,will they satisfied,they juz say u overpower...fren,try to avoid it..seriusly tell u...many heads unsatist\fied dy...plz b aware...do ur own duty,thats all...

ur management mayb outstanding,bt sometimes it really nt work ...coz nt ppl hv thk such mature or far...so,i ntg to say dy dy....if u still angry about ur quarrel,i ntg 2 say..coz i really no wrong...dont use other ppl acting 4 ur excuse....if u thk i am wrong,juz let me knw...i want to knw reason....till then..........

11/03/2010


As usually,i went to skul and 7.15am i carried out my duty as a prefect....suddenly a teacher told me that 2day major of the teacher will have a meeting around 1 hour after recess...the teacher asked me to arrange the prefect to carry out their duty when the teacher go for the meeting..fine...i am so busy for tis duty--arrange the prefect and also the AJK to do their work.....


finally,i arranged it...but one of my fren,also a prefect,he say that he dont want to go for that duty at the place because of no reason...but b4 that i think that he is joking but to my shock,after the recess,he didnt go for his duty place...he say that he want there.. actually i treat him as my good fren,so b4 he had any unhappy or unsatisfied about prefect i also listened..but finally i cant b patient...i had offered him to go 4 his duty and he is not suppose to b there...i told him softly time and again b4 i angry,but he didnt have any response on it...finally i scold him ....we r quarrel.........

in our quarrel,he complained many thg but to me,it is more important to carry out his duty rather than complain,and he may complained to me afterwards...y he wants to do at that moment??and we have say out some unhappy thg......and till now,v r silent wif each other...

fren.i dare to say i no wrong,and everytime u say "them" didnt carry out their duty and yet u dont want to b so hardworking...2 me,it is really noe an excuse ....i juz hope that u can do the best on your own and please dont so care about "them",because v r not "them"....tell u seriously,not only me ,but other prefect had complained to me about u but i say is ntg de,plz dont mind...u knw onot,in front of u i wan listen ur complaine,behind of u i want listen other people complain...i am really tired to heard so much and so hard to make the decision...plz thk about me also...i treat you as my best fren,but u??have you treat me as ur good fren???i am nt dare to knw ur answer...if u r not my fren,i can say that u have receive warning letter but i stop it...because i hope i can change ur mind..but u dont listen....

and finally....i felt very unhappy after scold u..do u knw that,i cried...i already l\very very long time didnt cry,when quarrel wif my parents i also didnt cry...but after quarrel wif u i cried...i also dont knw y...and if u really want make the decision that u told me when v quarrelled,juz carry on...i cant force u to do not make the decision...and lastly,if u still treat me as ur gd fren,i no nid u to appologise to me,i juz want u to change little bit..i dont want to fed up on you...please dont let me to do so....friendship is not easily to find,i found it,but hv u???juz go and think about it.....i really dont want to quarrel wif u already....i really realy really TIRED!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Haha...chinese new year dy...wish all of my friends happy chinese new year o.......and also an important day.. haha....enjoy ur holidays yor............^^

calmly

if u say u r correct then u correct la...i cant force u to stop it..
sometimes plz dont thk that everyone is perfect ppl,they hv their prob and corn ...
so if u thk sellfish is real,and un4gif ,plz do so...coz nobody will say anything to u........and finally,behave and look urself b4 hurt someone,bcoz u dont knw the feeling..........

sad or what???wrong or correct??

wow,really shock when knw u describe me like that...fine,2 u,mayb u thk like that,but i didnt think so...i am shock when i view it...will i sad??yes of course,but i think i am more despair and dissapointed rather tahn my sadness...

well,already so manys frenz..y dont u direct tell me or scold me??y u want use other way,sellfish???i dare to ask u y u say so....

fine...i wont angry u..mayb i am really not the type of fren u like...sorry for give u so many trouble for so many years..b4 say goodbye,want thx u also,teach me a lot...but i also want to tell u that i really didnt betray u,even though i think for my goodness and benefit..........

shall we need time???i dont knw the answer....................

making decision?^^

still no change between me and her...but ask myself honourly,what i aspect on her action and reaction??i dare to say DONT KNW...oh GOD,then what i want to do now?

already in form 5,act i hope i have no touble on tis kind of thing ...i hope that tis year i can pass happy and enjoy..i think she also think like that..somebody ask me,am i still like her??what my answer??

now when i face her,i felt that i have no more any stress..ia that symbolised that i already put her down??i am not dare to say do..juz dare to say that my feelings on her had become lesser and lesser than b4...is that good for me and for her???

actually i also hope her that can live happy evreyday but not full of stress,if put her down can make her more freedom,fine,i am willing to do so..but if someone tell me that act she like me,will i happy ??i will say yes,but yes for the last year,now i also not sure that my heart or my heroin is still her...but plz dont thk that someone had replace her,i surely say that "NO"....

Well,if i can found someone to replace her,i will tell u all honourly,but wat's the time??u knw??i dunknw...juz lets the feeling go and find the owner......^^

huh..long time didn't write my blog already...time really passed very fast... 2009 passed,a quite interesting year...but 2010 came,2 me,is a challenge year..y i say so??

i am quiet happy bcoz success to become vise head boy of prefect..here,i would like to thx my fren and also teacher who had vote me...i promise i wont make you all dissapointed,i will do and try my best...no matter b4 that i only a usual prefect or now is MT,i still want to say that i am still the same,i had no change...but i dare to say my mind is growing,i am not the passed Jacky but a new and more minded Jacky...

To me,i hope this year i can more concentrate on my studying rathar than other things..i felt lucky to that tis year the MT or AJK that chose i quite satisfied..thx god??haha...you all can hlp me share my work,i means prefect work...after go through few weeks,i noticed some..will b a war among Form 5 prefect??i not dare to say no...

well...now onli the first month,v still hv quite a long time...hope that everythings can solve under control or through democration...finally,i hope that all the prefect,MT or AJK b cooperate ,and even ur fren and student...

JUST WANT TO HAVE A PEACEFUL AND MEMORABLE OF FORM 5 YEAR..^^