feeling back again

long time din talk 2 her after she knew that i like her...i felt vey regret on my action..why i wan to tell her?why?!....

but my feelings like unstoppable...like must say to her...5 months passes very fast...i didnt talk to her already at least 5 months....2 me,it was quite a long time..can u imagine i din talk to the ppl that i reali like for 5 monts??the days was so poty ,so dull ,so lifeless ,no happy life...withou her....
when i revise back,i couldnt imagine how can i "tahan" so long time that din talk to a classmate?!

i reali want to ask her...how r u d?now we finally talk back again..my heart reali feel very happy already...but the feeling that i like u never destroy even though 5 months pass already...i reali want to ask u that during that 5 monts,how she pass?happy?or also same wif me?i am not dare to ask her again,bcoz i thk i better appriciate now that we can talk back again...

but my curiosity want me ask u...but i not dare..scare that we bcome back again,no talking...scare that u leave me again...but i wont b stupid again...no matter hw much i like u,i will try my best to keep tis feeling in my heart...i wont say 2 u again...actually when i type tis post,i feel very sad..want to cry out d....

I REALI WANT 2 SAY SOMETHINGS IN MY HEART TO U...BUT....WHEN IS THE CHANCE??I REALI SCARE I WILL REGRET BCOZ IT MAY TOO LATE...
can someone give me some comment on how to do????T_T

asking?>??

nobody is always true...we should try to knw what we r wrong and learn from it...
i dare to say that i am not very good ppl...i knw myself ...luckily in my life i meet my nearest friends already..they help me a lot......thx a.........

actually i have a rule when i want b a friend with ppl...i wan them tell me how about of my attitude...bad? or........and plz tell honestly...i reali hope that i have the apportunity to listen ohter ppl comments...

so,from tis moments...i wan all my friends to leave me a comment after view my tis post..and tell me how am i ...wat kind of ppl is me???

^^..wish u all gd luck^^

no tittle...

look like very long long time din online and write my blog already...
suddenly i feel myself bcum free ever than before..y i thk so...am i very busy during the past?
what am i doing?i dare to say nothing...

after the exam,i feel that i had learn something new..from books,my dad,and also mybest friend...say faithfully,i feel very grateful to have tis friends..he not only teach me,even help me in necessary...here i want to thx him..u should knw who am i talk about...

i hope that in my life i can b ur friends forever,hope also i am ur friends in ur heart...and also i have a quite fuumy friend,dun c him small and thin ,he is a monitor ...tis friend also help me and not calculative,wan say again b ur friend in my life also...

actually i hope all my friends can say me or tell me when i reali change bad or do somethings wrong,i knw my attitude also not good..but my best friends already knw hw to handle me already..other friends may also ask from him..haha..

BE A FRIEND...
NO LIE
NO BETRAY
NO CALCULATIVE....................^^

Can this include as HAPPY?

haiz,long time din write blog d...sorry 4 my readers,coz many things to busy....

Form 4 life reali not easy ,especially for academic...but i will try my best to overcome tis stress...thx for my frens who always encourage me and lent me a hand...

one thing want say,my unhappy things"about her" now already can say as bcum better than b4 d...after fews months,i noticed that i very few to talk to her ,almost fews months d..the feeling reali unacceptable and sad...but i want 2 appreciate that "her and me" relation had bveen changed better d...sometimes we also will joke together ,that feeling quite happy de,but i hope tis relation can be continue and better and better by the passing of time....

to be continue....................^^

~~Exam~~%?

Huh ,exam coming d ,how do I feel?
Exam ,i dislike and hate it ,it make me unhappy ,make me sad ,make me stress ,make me like live in a busy city.....

why?why?why?life look like suffer,suffer from those stress........tis is MALAYSIA....stupid education by the government...

exam make me stress ,make me more care ,make me become hardworking and take care of my study...exam has its pron and corn...but i want to recommand that exam have its disadvantages than its benefit...

Exam make us="bird" live in cages ,no freedom ,no happiness ,no funny ,no ,...........
i hope that we="bird"can leave the cages ,leave the unhappiness cages ,live the no freedom cages.........FLY to our freedom ,happy and away from stress sky...

HOPE HOPE HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Changes make wrtter SAD

Long time din on and write blog d o...coz many things to do,reali reali busy..........
everyone good ma?hahax...

After go into form 4 year ,many things happened...sad thing more than happy things..
life become very busy and no enjoy....why???

Homeworks?
Exams?
Tuition?
Result?
Busy all those kind of stupid things.........reali reali SUFFER--

The writter now become more SILENT than b4,why??many reasons....
1) always busy for homeworks,tuition and exam..
2) fell myself useless bcoz duno do in exam and get "good" result...
3) fell that prefect may not a reali good duty to do,coz fell that that duty can make writter easily to miss classes...........

And also something about "HER"...
Duno why something unwanted thing happen ,make the writter and her become not very good as before already...writter feel very sad and despair...coz those unhappy things happened....the writter hope that they can be as good as before ,hope that she wont be so unhappy or got stress on writter when she meet wif writter........writter now juz hope that she can live happily and smile always ,maintain her own features=happy and smile always...

Hope that Hope that the writter can de as good as before...reali reali DESAIR...........
What can writter do ,majority juz WAITING FOR HER..........

@@独一无二的她@@ ^_^ +等待

虽然她对作者很冷淡，可是作者一点也不在乎，最重要的是，作者能每天都看到她。。。只要她开心，只要她觉得舒服，只要她觉得是应该的，一切都是值得的。。。

日子久了，作者才发现，原来她在我作者心目中，有着很重要的地位。。也才发现，作者是多么的喜欢她，多么的在乎她 ，多么的“想”她。。。作者无时无刻都会想到她 ，“她”，已经占据了作者的心房，无人再也可取代了。。。

作者在乎她 ，也在乎和她沟通的人 ，尤其是男的。当作者看到她和其她和其它男生玩得很快乐的时候，作者的心里会很不舒服，好难受。。哪有怎样呢？作者又不是她的谁，哪有生么权利阻止呢。。但是，作者渐渐发现，作者不应该吃“醋”的 ，毕竟那是她的朋友 ；对作者来说，作者再也不会不开心了。因为，”你“，才是最重要的；只要你开心，作者也会开心的。。。

她 ：

有着一头乌黑的秀发

有着一对小眼睛

有着一个感性的嘴巴

有着一大可爱的声音

有着迷人的动作

有着勤劳的办事能力

有着过人的毅力

有着令作者难以忘记的笑容、背影。。。

作者尝试过，可是最终也没得到好结果。真因为她有着某些理由。。。但作者想对她说些真心话 ，作者只喜欢你，一个人，别无他人，直到你拒绝作者为止。。作者会一直等待你的。。

@@@@等待，不是痛苦的 ；等待 ，是耐心的，是开心的，是挑战的。。。只要是好结果，一切都是值得的，一切都是开心的，一切都是完美的@@@@@^_^

L0ng TimE...Miss U all@@^_^

I would like to say sorry on didnt update my blog for almost 3 weeks already...A really long time ,i miss all my readers ,how my readers feels to me?also miss?HOPE SO.............

What am i busy :

~busy for my homework...actually,form 4 works reali very hard and difficult to understand it ,like biology and physics...haiz...the stupid people=me ,want take more time to understand than the other ppl...how impress am i to those who reali intelligent.......^^

~busy for the skul prefect camp...I was went for a camp to TAMAN PERTANIAN...to me ,it was my first time to that place..there ,i learnt somethings from the captain ,and also make some new friends...but the most important things are i can see that how the importance of co-operation ,and i really learnt good things from my friends...i would like to say THANK YOU to him...

~busy for my exam ...Exam!!!To me ,exam is reali hard and suffer...for example:we usually will prepare for our exam 1 week before exam ,and also during the exam=1 week again...altogether 2 weeks ar....2 WEEKS!!!!reali a long time ....but the flying star result will make u think that 2 weeks are really worth....@haha@

DisAdvaTages Of HoliDay ^_^

Do you agree if i say holidays also got disadvantages?
Mayb less than 25%...haha.

2 Me ,holidays is not 100% good or excellent...why i say so???

Holidays=to the writter ,a student now ,means that ------
holidays=no school and free...agree?

But ,at the same time u felt happy or enjoy ur holidays ,do u felt that u got a little bit bore ,sad or whatever la.......???have u?why?

To the writter,me ,is because the writter will miss ur friend..even girls or boys..will u ?sometimes ,u will feel bore or dull during holidays ,cause u are now no accompany by ur friends..To those who already have girl fren or boy fren ,this feeling even more appear in front of our own eye or even u felt it inside you heart..

To writter ,he felt too...cause he missed someone=(her)..he hadn't seen 'her' for already one week..thats feeling reali unwell---very very missed her.........................................

Hw about u ?will u feel too ?will u miss too ?

@@That Feelings , depents on your own ,cause only u will know @@^_^

££( )BeNefit Of Holiday( )££

Before begin my blog,sorry must told 2 everybody or my readers for very long time didnt update my blog...very sorry...can 4gif me ma,my readers??

My title is :what is the benefit of holiday?

Holiday means that day or those days no need 2 work or no school ..
But ,the very important thing is, u may get more time to rest for you or ur body..and also u got more time to do ur favourite things like play games even outdoor or indoors...agree?

Holidays = Good.^_^

Workers use holidays to rest ...
Ur parents use holidays to bring u to shopping ,playing ,or even travelling...
Ur friends or relatives or neighbour use holiday to do whatever by planning...
Ur siblings even use holidays to carry out thier entertainment...
student may use holidays to play games?(doing revision?or reading?)=very few^_^
YOU ?what will u do during holidays? have ur own planning ?

Everyone will feel that HOLIDAYS pass very fast from days to days or from weeks to weeks...
So ,everybody must enjoy ur holidays and do whatever u want which is beneficial for urself...but dun wasted the (golden time)=holidays ,to do unbeneficial things...

^^HOLIDAYS===MUST BE CHERISHED^^

^_^真正的女主角@@

上一篇的“她”，只是向大家说“她”的特征 ；而“她”，只是我的朋友。很高兴可以认识“她”。

但今天的她，说写的也是“她”，不同的是，这位的“她”比朋友还要朋友，比好友还要好友的——“她”

得知她在一场比赛夺得了冠军，对她而言，是开心极普通；但对我而言，已经是很不错了。这方面可是她的专长啊！
今天的她也比较忙，也不知道忙什么。。。但想上课的她最后还是来了；对她而言，“有到好过没到”。
放学后有一场SUDOKU比赛，她可参与其中，而“三八”的作者也随同。作者并没参加比赛，只是坐在“她”的一旁做功课。

作者与她的距离近了，出自于作者内心的感觉很不错。作者觉得很开心，能与“她”近距离接触。“她”是我心目中的一间房子的一把钥匙，没有“她”，总是进不了门，没有“她",生活变得乏味。作者在她的身旁并没有真正的做功课；而真正的心是在一旁看着“她”。
认真的“她”变得更加有气质；快乐的“她”多可爱；笑容甜美的“她”令人难忘。

希望作者能够专一地“保护，守护，及爱护”本文的“女主角”。也希望“女主角”永远幸福快乐。^_^

No Title ^_^

"她“

她有沉默的时候 ，

她有伤心的时候 ，

她有开心的时候 ，

她有可爱的时候 ，

她有懒惰的时候 ，

她有勤劳的时候 ，

她有疲倦的时候 ，

她有害怕的时候 ，

她有勇敢的时候 ，

她有敷衍的时候 ，

她有认真的时候 ，

她有和蔼的时候 ，

她有微笑的时候 ，

她有美丽的时候 ，

她有温柔的时候 。

～”她“有开朗但也有冷酷的一面。。。

》》》“她”是谁 ？她终于适应了《《《

@@@希望融洽相处 ，友谊更上一层楼@@@

MeaNinG ^-^

追求

什么是“追求”？追求的定义是一个人需要，想得到，想做到，想学到自己想要的。。。
追求到底为了什么？谁晓知？对我而言，在一个人还未达到成功之路之前，“追求”可是不可缺的一门“坚持”。。。有多少人可以坚持“追求”而达到自己的欲望及梦想？


～爱迪生也“追求”过，追求了无数的问题及道理，最后也成为了大发明家。
～莱特兄弟为了追求自己的梦想，而不惜牺牲了多少时间，能力及能耐；最后，还是成功发明飞机。


对人类而言，“追求”有很多种，而且，追求的定义人各有志，到底是为了什么而追求呢？
男人“追求”着完美的女人
女人“追求”着体贴的男人
有人“追求”着自己的梦想
有人“追求”着自己的志愿
有人“追求”着出人头地的一天


你/妳 呢？有在“追求”自己想要的吗？

“追求”的感觉 ：
～追求可使一个人感到开心，开朗及乐观 ； 但同时
～追求可使一个人感到伤心失落，失败之感 ；
～～～～～追求的感觉真是使人着迷，疑惑，盲目。。。～～～～～

@@。。。“相信，坚持，努力”，“追求”的结果会是“你/妳”想要的。。。@@

@@F r i E n D?>@@

WHAT IS FRIEND?

to me ,friend is a people who you think he/she can help you the most when you need any help ,except your parents..
》the ppl who can help you the most ：1) your own parents.
2) your good friends.
3)your friend or neighbour.

but sometimes,have you think yourself?is that u very trust your friend?r u always believe him?if no ,what can i say that u or he/she got some problem...

Me>i really want to treat my friend like good friend and also "own ppl".what can i say is,i tried it before,i trusted and believed him very much,about 99% ,but what i get from it finally?=nothing..in this world ,there are many type of ppl.some of them very trust their friend; but some of them,although he/she is a very good friend to you,they still remain some distance with you.for example:wat you tell your friend,mayb he onli trust you 70%,other is "unbelieve".

as a friend,if always good and happy,but no arguement ,is it a really "good friend" for you?To me,if friends between friends no arguement,means that their way and comment always is same and correct...r u think it is always correct???or that friend juz 假装 be ur friend?

Friend can make your life full of funny and interesting and feel meaningful... BUT
Friend also can make your life full of sadness and despair and feel meaningless...

What i hope is ,to me or to you,being a friend of me or of you ,you/me can trust and believe your friend..and treat as good as me/you to my/your friend...and also :dont forget your friend although you were "busy or free" , "playing or working" , ‘happy or sad".

@@THE MOST SAD DAY THAN EVER....@@

2day,i can say that ,i haven't been so sad and also dissapointed before...reason???juz want simplify the story...

so ,as a prefect ,you must do your duty completedly and also must be sincere to our head or senior ,is it? but,to me ,although senior or head wrong ,i juz tell them ,coz it is not a bad way to say their fault...to me is,juz tell them...

and what had been promised by your head or senior,finally become nothing...will you dissapointed and angry of them?when someone become angry,finally,he/she cannot think more,coz all full of frustrsted in he/she head...are you?but me,YES.coz me really can't control that time..

my frustrstion had been stop for already 1 year,but why appear again? easy :becoz really "TAK BOLEH TAHAN"already. and also when someone angry ,their volume of speaking will increase and also the action will appear too..mayb i had wrong on tis way,but won't "my senior or head or AJK-AJK" felt wrong too

what i can say that is :both wrong..but i think my wrong is 35% ,while "your ppl" one is 75%..agree? more worse,"you ppl" still dun knw wrong ,and also take action on "the writter" by given a warning letter?haiz......really dissapointed and despair.

My conclusion ,since now,i hope "you ppl"can bcome more cooperation,but not seperate like sand...and think yourself whether tis one is correct or wrong?dun juz only knw "耍大牌"..if i have overcomment to"you ppl" ,i say sorry to you all on everything,everyway,everyone first.hope thet "your ppl" action and answer won/t let me felt dissapointed and dispair again ..

@@@@爱与喜欢 ^-^@@@@@

爱到底是什么？对我而言，爱，是自己对某一个人产生了兴趣，想去追求，想保护她，想照顾她，甚至一辈子都陪伴着他。。。

但现代的年轻人，开口就说谁爱谁，闭口就说谁“飞”谁，跟本没有资格去“爱”。”I LOVE YOU“，这几个字可说是家喻户晓啊 ！遇到一个你喜欢的人 ，连自己都么没照顾好 ，也没有跟她人真真地“拍拖”过 ，就随口说出“I LOVE YOU"。好笑吗？

爱与喜欢有着天渊之别啊 ！”爱“，可说是一个人准备放下一切，准备为她他的另一半做出一切。。。可是喜欢，则是一个人对另一个人产生好感，想接近他她，想认识他她，但任何一方都未对另一方许下任何诺言。。。所以”爱“这个字，可非同小可，要懂得如何使用，而不是滥用。

你喜欢或爱一个人，但那个你爱或喜欢的人未必爱或喜欢你。。。”爱“可是两个人之间的关系变得更亲密，但同时也可使两个人之间的关系变得更僵，更冷淡。。。为和会这样呢？这，我可不知道啊，因为不同的人有不同的理由啊，所谓“人各有志”，还是自己问问吧！

切记，“爱可以是甜蜜的，但也可以是残酷的 ；爱可以是开心的，但也可以是伤心的 ；爱可将一个人从困境中带到平安及安祥之处，但也可将一个人从平安及安详之处陷入困境。”

××××××ד爱”可说是在阴阳之中，懂得如何去爱，就会有好结果 ；而不懂得好好去爱，那后果可糟啊。。。所以，每个人都要认真，而不是盲目地去“爱”。××××××××××××

@ “ 爱 ” ，随 缘 吧 ！。。。@

FeEling TireD *-*...

2day ,i finally saw the new student talked to the other classmate.what i feel is may be she suitable in our class already...and wat i want to say is 'GOOD' ...and then ,i also make my first step to talk to her...To me ,she is a quiet and hardworking girl..(this is my conclusion of my first step)...haha...may be i can try to know more about her???To my reader ,r u agree with me??

Today is my turn to stayback after for my duty...so before the duty time ,i went to my friends'house to rest and also took a siesta...because the weather in school really hot like somebody suffer in a hot fireball ...after finished my duty ,then i returned home to continued my homework and also took my shower...

Within an hour,i already prepared for the tuition...Luckily the teacher is a understanding and funny teacher...so ,i didnt felt bored and sleepy while he taught.after finished my tuition class ,i still wanted to write my blog , may be some of my reader already wait for my blog...haha...so ,i will satisfied my readers and my friends de..^-^

My...BirThDaY ^-^..haha@@

2day is saturday, a weekend holiday...and the very important thing is 2day is my birthday.haha..2day i had 2 tuition ,one is 2.30p.m until 4.30p.m while the other tuition is 8.00p.m until 10.00p.m.the whole day before 10.00p.m ,i felt that today as usual as the other days, because no special or unique things happened.

To my surprise,after i finished my second tuition,my dad and mum bought me an expensive cake which is delicious ,fingerliking-good and sumptous cake..My family member celebrated my birthday..they sang a sond "Happy Birthday To You"..Then we ate the cake and drank some wine together..I was glad because of my sincere family and i felt proud to be a family member of this family...

My birthday had let me to thought an unexpected "values" or "things"....:

All of us was borned by our mother ,but do you everyone knews that your birthday day were your mother's suffer day...which means that your mother used all her energy to borned you out to this world??????what i wanted to say is why don't you said a few simple words "I LOVE YOU ,MOTHER AND THANK YOU FOR YOU BORNED ME TO THIS MEANINGFUL AND COLOURFUL WOLD..."to your mother when your birthday???what can you see is you mother will feel very happy if you say this fews words to her..but why they felt happy???because of many reasons and the better ways is asked your own mother...its really works...haha.

So ,i hope all of you can try your best and be responsible as a son or daugther to your parents..and be a good and obedient son or daughter and respect your parents since now..REMEMBER :without your mother, you wont be borned in this world.

FeEling...Go0D*0*

2day is a hot and sultry afternoon,and i was returned home by walking...In school,i felt very bored and tired,and many teachers absent 2day.so,i have many free time to talk to my friends...At a moment,a teacher came into my class and she was a replace teacher.she talked and told us many moral values and also human being attitude...we all pay attention and listen to her...

the values that i get from her motivasion and also advisement was as a student,we must think wisely before doing or taking any action...orelse u may get into some trouble or the unbenefit way ...she told us many story but i could see the other students became bore and dull on what was she talking about...

2day lesson is, as a teenagers like us,we must know how to choose our choices...and we have the power to say "NO" or "YES".our ages can be include as adolescene,which already have mature thinking, choices and also actions.so,be a real human being,to reject the things that u thought is negative and accept the positive things...

Remember,your own choice will affect your future,either good or bad...so,keep in your mind"your future are in your hand"^^