feeling back again

long time din talk 2 her after she knew that i like her...i felt vey regret on my action..why i wan to tell her?why?!....

but my feelings like unstoppable...like must say to her...5 months passes very fast...i didnt talk to her already at least 5 months....2 me,it was quite a long time..can u imagine i din talk to the ppl that i reali like for 5 monts??the days was so poty ,so dull ,so lifeless ,no happy life...withou her....
when i revise back,i couldnt imagine how can i "tahan" so long time that din talk to a classmate?!

i reali want to ask her...how r u d?now we finally talk back again..my heart reali feel very happy already...but the feeling that i like u never destroy even though 5 months pass already...i reali want to ask u that during that 5 monts,how she pass?happy?or also same wif me?i am not dare to ask her again,bcoz i thk i better appriciate now that we can talk back again...

but my curiosity want me ask u...but i not dare..scare that we bcome back again,no talking...scare that u leave me again...but i wont b stupid again...no matter hw much i like u,i will try my best to keep tis feeling in my heart...i wont say 2 u again...actually when i type tis post,i feel very sad..want to cry out d....

I REALI WANT 2 SAY SOMETHINGS IN MY HEART TO U...BUT....WHEN IS THE CHANCE??I REALI SCARE I WILL REGRET BCOZ IT MAY TOO LATE...
can someone give me some comment on how to do????T_T